Lazy in holiday.

Happen something in this week. Something is good,Something is not.
I am lazy in this weekend. No think everything all day. But I don't know what happen.
I feel lonely just now. I think a question about for "love".
What is love? Am I know? Or not. I don't know! I always think this question when I feel lonely.
"Love" ,Am I need the ?
Yes I am need . But who can give me that. I don't know.
I am prepare to love the one. But I don't know. Is another one have same think about?
I am think and think again. No any answer can convince for oneself.
I am upset and fear.
Fear for lonely. Upset for lose the love.
天阿，我竟然用我的爛英文來寫部落格。
還好我的日文還說的哩哩落落......還寫不出半個字來，不然下次一定會更瘋......用日文寫...